Saturday, December 11, 2010

too different..

while listening and trying to figure out why it keeps bringing it up.. saying all these things..words like fear, scared, coward, juvenile, childish... immature... un-ambitious.. toothless...

nothing loving.. nothing comforting.. nothing false.. nothing i think i need to hear.. nothing i don't know..

tubz says it is jus' that there is nothing to push me.. spur me along.. that i need to let SAM have a go at run my world.. he doesn't say he will be there when SAM fucks up.. and i am picking up the pieces alone again.. the voice says i should let go of the past and the fear...

sam screams for freedom, he wants to say those really nice things again.. the sweet things.. the lies.. the truths.. smoothe, soothing.. poetic.. i dare say romance is

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